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I'm back where all logic dictates should be my home. But I feel more lost than I have in a while. Not unhappy, not sad, not even angry. It's a kind of overwhelmed to the point of being almost numb. Except that if I were numb I would have the chance to go through everything in my head and sort it all out. As it is, I have no clue if I'm making good decisions right now.

Apparently I was supposed to hang out with Laken tonight. I don't remember making plans, but now she's all bent out of shape because I'm going to improv. Like I do EVERY Friday. What do I do with these people?

We watched 2012 last night. It was kind of epic and really cliche and more cliche. But it had action, and John Cusack, so yeah. Irony kind of loses it's meaning after the millionth time something happens the second after it's foreshadowed. Although I love those random little clips in the beginning where I'm like "Whoa, wait, how does this tie in again?" I love seeing things come together. One of these days I'm going to lose all interest in Roland Emmerich's movies and his little "and they all lived happily ever after" plots. Seriously, it's the end of the world. Can't we have one movie where everyone just dies? You know, like it would happen in real life?

Pixy Stix are fun. And according to KK and Facebook, we're married. Which is illegal in Pennsylvania, but I suppose if we're going to have four months of sex we might want to consider getting married. In Canada, like our competitors Rei and Marty!

Oh, and I can't figure out which of my twenty million supervisors they want on the tenant application. I figure it's the one right above me, but who the hell is that, anyway?

Apartment hunting: NO MORE. PLEASEEEEEEE.

Oh, and credit report? You fucking suck. Die and burn in hell now, okay?

And to Spring: I actually like Mount Washington. It's a nice place with nice houses and an amazing view. What I can't fucking stand is people who make up their minds that THIS IS HOW IT'S GOING TO BE and won't open up to other ideas. Guess what? I'm the one who's getting kicked out of school if I don't find another place to live, not you. So I'll be going where I want to go, whether you like it or not.

My wig for Halloween came in today! It's a bit too long, but I figure maybe once I put in the blue pieces it'll be shorter? Or I can always cut it a bit. I just didn't keep my own height in mind when I bought it. It might be the right length of the super tall model, but yeah. I'm probably half her height. So. I think I'm more worried about getting the blue right and not making it look fake and horrible.

And! I slept in a horizontal position last night without hacking up a lung! Woo!
*does happy dance over the advances in her bronchitis*

I think I'm dying. I've had bronchitis for three weeks, now I'm catching a cold, and I have bug bites that are getting infected because my body can't fucking heal anything on it's own. Bug bites! If I fucking die from this shit I swear I'll haunt that fucker of a "doctor" forever.

I have bronchitis. It would explain the coughing and the tiredness, and I guess the pain when I smoke. Which, I've succeeded in cutting back on a bit.

And! Crash Love is out! I still haven't gotten around to even opening my copy let alone listening to it. I've been in Altoona with Jace and Tony the last couple days while I was off work. And while I was gone, I got my copy! Off to listen to the awesomeness that is AFI!

I need an AFI icon now...

I was going to be getting my next tattoo today at six. Except that for the last few days I've been sick with fevers and headaches and all matter of lovely things. My fever is gone, but I've got this cough that neither sounds nor feels particularly pleasant. And the four day headache is just now dwindling out. I'm sure getting a tattoo right now would be a stupid, STUPID idea. My body can barely fight off whatever I have right now, how the hell is it expected to heal a tattoo properly?

Oh, and smoking HURTS. Literally hurts. My chest kind of feels like it's on fire. I should quit. Like right now. But I already feel like shit, and adding a lack of nicotine would probably do something horrible to me.

And, Lincoln came back last night. She seems out of it, as expected. I gave her some pizza and chocolate milk because I was feeling exceptionally charitable. And then she cried on me. I mean, exceptionally charitable, because people JUST DON'T cry on me. I think it's because I was sick.

Awww, Byakuran's song sounds SO CUTE! It's all upbeat and adorable and yeah. I can only imagine how evil the lyrics are, coming from Byakuran. But it fits him, right? All cute and cuddly, smiling and eating his marshmallows, only to turn around and kill his own allies.

I keep hearing 'moyashi' and start laughing hysterically. Because every time I hear that damn word, I think Allen, and somewhere in my mind I find that absolutely hilarious. The part where I swear he's saying "please don't let me down" is priceless. So pretty!! And there's the part that reminds me of Snow White, the hi-ho song the dwarfs sing. His voice actor has an amazing singing voice. It's all smooth and perfect and just GUH.

Gamma's singing voice is pretty much amazing. I honestly wasn't expecting it. His singing voice just doesn't sound like his spoken voice. Then again, I haven't watched the anime in, oh, FOREVER.

And Shoichi sounds boooooored. He's kind of flat. Not bad, but flat. And bored.

And Uni!! Oh god, her song is adorable, too! Of course, it's Uni. Everything about Uni is adorable. Her voice kind of reminds me of one of the Vocaloids. I think it might be Miku.

So. My website needs to be published on Thursday by 9:45. Or I fail. Not a problem. Problem? The man's requirements for exactly HOW the website is supposed to be designed. He wants it to be 1024 x 768. He never mentioned this when he told us he needed thumbnails. So I made a vertical design. Because seriously, who designs a website in horizontal format? Unless of course it has frames, but that's a whole different story.

Also, the type can't span the whole page in one column. Completely understandable. Except that means I need to use tables, and my site wasn't designed to use tables.

Basically I need to scrap my whole design, start fresh, and make something that looks like complete CRAP to pass. I was actually planning on using this for my website after it was graded. Not I guess I'll just make his website for the grade and make my own later. I'm very attached to my original design.

Sigh. He might understand design well enough, but I think he just doesn't get what looks good on the Internet.

Also, roommate #1 is watching the VMA's. Really. Really. LOUDLY.

I get it, and I'm not surprised. Sad, but far from surprised. She's one of those people who hides behind a fake happy face, and for a while there I was almost wondering if it was fake at all. I should be more upset. I knew she was unstable under there, but I just accepted the facade even though I saw it for what it is, and I acted like it was real.

Bad things happen to people around me. They break down. Do I draw these people in, or is it the other way around?

So, apparently I need to feel like I'm being protected. I also can't "show my feelings" because I need someone else to pry them out and show me they're okay.

Um...

My perfect match is some over-emotional little twat who will cry constantly because I don't? Someone who cares about their appearance, is vulnerable, and likes public affection.

Question: How the hell would I feel protected by somebody who wants to share their feelings and cuddle?

If anything I'd punch him in the face. And laugh when he starts crying.

I actually enjoy exercise. But, being the lazy person that I am, I would like the option, whether I'd use it or not. There are some days when I just don't feel like exercising. Like today. I went to the gym to use something other than the elliptical the other day, and having no upper body strength to speak of, I'm SORE. Well, my back is sore, my shoulders are sore, the back of my arms are sore if I try to stretch them or lift anything, and my stomach is sore when I move around too much. So yeah, I'd like it for those days when I'm too sore to exercise, or just tired.

Then comes the question: Does this pill come with ALL the side effects of exercise? I mean, I get that it at least has to have the positive effects, or else so one would even consider the idea. But does it make you tired and sore? Would it just be a way to bypass the whole working out part, or would it just skip right to the "hey, I'm all healthy and shit" part?

Yeah, I'm thinking WAY too much into a hypothetical question. Sleep is goooooooood.

So yeah. It’s midnight, I should not be this tired, and I just found out about an hour ago that D. Gray-man has ALREADY been translated. Damn. Not a bad damn, but just DAMN. Somebody really got on that. Anyway, my half asleep ramblings before I try to get some sleep.

I thought the Wisely dude was Allen for a second. I’m like “Wait, what? Is this a memory or something?” I think I like this Wisely character, though.

The Earl looked pretty much awesome before he got all fat and fucking creepy. And the horns, oh wow, the horns. I don’t even know. I’m like 0o0 all over the place during this chapter. Perpetually. From the second I found out it was translated.

So, Tokusa says that he wishes he has the skill that the second has. So does that mean that Kanda could potentially re-grow a limb?

I’m sad that Tokusa is dead. He is dead isn’t he? I liked him. Probably because his hair. There was a lot of blood in this chapter. I LIKE IT!!! Seriously. It would suck if she didn’t keep up with it. I’m hoping that Jump was just too young to put that kind of stuff in.

Rhode? Road? A doll! It’s just TOO CUTE! Seriously, I want one.

Also, I think I’m the only person who gets the whole “womb” thing. At least, I think I get it. Too out of my mind right now to explain it, so I'll probably forget by tomorrow, or it could be one of those 'my brain is making stuff up' moments. It happens.

If those were the twins sans makeup and weird dangly head balls, I guess this confirms that they’re both dudes. You know, with the open shirts and all. Jesdero looks like a chick now, though. With the new hairdo.

I’m not sure how well this chapter fits in with the last one. I mean, one second they’re all “FLOWERS!!!” And now it’s all “NOAHS! WOMBS! BRAINS OHMYGOD, HEADACHE!” And yet, I’m kind of loving it. I’m hoping this is just a one off, I need to get this all out before I fucking explode kind of thing. Or that there is a reason to make it go WOOSH. Which there very well might be. In which case, it will just work. I hope.

And the style change. Not sure if I like it. I'll have to see more of it. I'm pretty sure I liked her old style more, though.

Now I’m going to sleep, and I’ll probably give a whole detailed frame-by-frame analysis in the morning. No, it won’t really be frame-by-frame. I’m just tired.

I laughed. I'll admit it.

But baseball playing vampires? Seriously? Um, no. Don't put Baseball and Twilight together.

So, I haven't read read Reborn! in a while. Mostly because I get stuck on one fandom and pretty much abandon all else. Lately the fandom has been DGM, but seeing as how it hasn't been updated in, oh let's see, FOREVER, I decided to read some KHR.

First off, I have to give a big I TOLD YOU SO! I knew Tsuna's box weapon's real form would be something cute. Actually, there was one point where I was thinking it would be a lion due to the whole zoo thing in the daily life arc, except that it went completely against my theory that it would be cute and cudly. Or so I thought. I also adore that he named it Nuts. Seriously, adorable.

And, Yamamoto's dog doesn't look like an Akita Inu. It's muzzle is way too... round. Puffy. Something. An Akita has roundish cheeks, but the muzzle is pretty thin in comparison. *is a dog freak* For some reason the frame where it looks like it's biting his head off makes me think of a platypus. It made me laugh. Then again, Tsuna's doesn't look like a lion, so yeah. But I still love seeing Yama's fight scenes. Something about dudes with swords.

I could have sworn Daisy was a boy. Despite the name. She looks like a boy. I think. It's hard to tell sometimes in this series. She looks so scared and cute all the time. I'm starting to think Byakuran has a thing for little girls. Anyone else getting that feeling? First it's Uni. Now these two.

Just met the new roommate. She doesn't seem too bad. In comparison. I just went out to get dinner and hopefully sneak back in before being noticed, but she came out just as I was heading back to my room. We ended up standing out there for almost an hour of awkward conversation.

AND! Mighty Myoogen! I want to either laugh hysterically or beat the shit out of some Funimation bitches.

And and!! I got a microdermal on Tuesday! I was originally planning on getting a madison, until I started researching and found out the chance of it not rejecting is about 20%. It pretty much crushed all my dreams of getting a piercing I could hide from the evil CSM's of the exponentially more evil Wal Mart. Then I read about someone getting it done with two microdermals. After doing some research, I decided to get that, but I only got one since there's no point to paying double when I don't actually need two. So I took Karolyn with me because I didn't know what to expect and I needed somebody to talk to me so I didn't freak out. And I needed someone to take a video. I was all tensed up the entire time waiting for this excruciating pain that never came. It wasn't painless, but it wasn't bad. And it's the opposite of a lip piercing, where the piercing itself doesn't hurt at all, but my lip did that dull throb thing for the next couple days. This hurt while it was happening and a couple hours afterward, and then it felt as if I hadn't had a needle shoved into my chest several times just a few hours ago. I'm thinking about getting a second one below it, or maybe one on each clavicle. Because I might have a tiny clavicle fetish... Maybe.

Now if I could just get the caked on dried blood out from under the ball. I'm not allowed to clean under there for at least a week, and it looks BAD.

It was just Saturday, actually. I had work on Saturday night until eleven, meaning I didn't get home until twelve, and when I got back, the roommate was having a Kyou Kara Mou! marathon. So I watched a few episodes. Then a few more, and pretty soon it was midnight, and I had to get up at five the next morning to get to work at eight. Yay working on nothing but anime and coffee!

I'd say the 80's. It was one of those decades where things happened, not to mention that they had awesome music, bright colors everywhere, and for the most part, awesome fashion. My sister grew up in the 80's, so she brought a lot of her generation's stuff into my little 90's world. And at the time I was like. What. The. Fuck. But now it's like. Damn. I wish I grew up in the 80's. Mostly because the 90's were predominantly run by horrible, NON-groundbreaking music and grunge and goth. And Tickle Me Elmo. Which seriously, any generation run by a creepy giggling doll that essentially has an orgasm when you poke it's stomach is pretty bad off.